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I love using my powers (small amount of disposable income) for evil (inane purchases that bring me joy)
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Guys guys guys guys guys GUESS WHAT
I started a new medication that was supposed to help with my insomnia- Doc said side effects included difficulty waking up and drowsiness during the day, but I figured, fuck, I have major depression and chronic fatigue, I already live like that, what do I have to lose, right?
So I ran a couple days to test it out, and I still wake up in the night, still sometimes get up and can't sleep, BUT. BUT??
I'M NOT CONSTANTLY TIRED ANYMORE??
I wake up naturally after about 9 hours without an alarm! I consider staying in bed longer but I get restless and need to get up! I don't get foggy and detached and disoriented after a couple hours at work! I HAVE ENERGY TO DO THINGS AFTER WORK??
Yesterday I came home after bad sleep and a longest boring shift and I CLEANED MY KITCHEN, SWEPT THE FLOORS, AND INVITED MY SIBLINGS OVER FOR A MOVIE. I made GUACAMOLE. Then I had a BATH and TOOK MY MEDS.
A week ago, the past twenty-odd years of my life consisted of waking up, fighting myself not to go back to sleep, sometimes failing and sleeping for fifteen hours solid, going going school or work, then coming home and immediately after eating, going back to sleep. Cleaning was an effort, hobbies were an effort, waking up was an ordeal, staying awake was an ordeal, and every day consisted of waking up 30 minutes before work, shooting back a redbull, working, then eating a gas station sandwich and going back to bed. Sometimes engaging in a hobby on a good day, going to the gym when I could drag my carcass up out of guilt.
I'M AWAKE. I woke up ON MY OWN. BEFORE NOON??
I cannot explain how happy I am. This shit was supposed to stop me waking up every 30 minutes and then make me drowsy all day by accident. BUT INSTEAD I HAVE A LIFE NOW?? I'M DOING THINGS???
I bought groceries TWICE last week. I CLEANED MY BEDROOM. I DID LAUNDRY
Vghfrhfdydstgfhjydguyj this probably isn't the place to be rambling but I'm genuinely so happy. This is how people on TV live. I didn't think it was real
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ok but what if curt had kissed owen after one step ahead
at first owen is shocked and he pushes curt away but hangs on to his lapel- and mid push, changes his mind. curt still has his gun and
owen doesnt close his eyes as he drags curt back in for another kiss. then his hands are on curt's throat and he can't breathe. curt looks into owens eyes.
their lips still haven't parted and everything in curt just wants to give up and hold owen. he presses the hand without the gun around owens waist and into the small of his back, almost on instinct. but his eyes are watering now and his vision is darkening the longer he goes without oxygen. owen will not let up. he really means to kill him.
curt's heart sinks as he knows what he has to do. it's him or owen. its owen or the world's privacy. it's owen or shady chimera world domination.
tears fall from his eyes as he raises the gun to owen's temple. he squeezes his eyes shut as he pulls the trigger. he tastes blood. the other man collapses into his hold.
owen carvour, the love of his life, is dead.
curt has saved the world again.
#spies are forever#curtwen#tin can bros#owen carvour#curt mega#personal#fic idea#i think curt shooting owen while they're kissing could have been cool#or murdered me. who knows#i think if guns didn't kill people and scare the shit out of me this could be real hot to try irl#i may edit this but feel free to reblob. it won't change that much
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oh hey in case you didn't know and wanted something to read i have a nice, neat list of all my ofmd fics that i've published so far 💗
with short descriptions, word counts, and ratings so you can easily choose right there what you're in the mood to read 🤸
#there's also links to the related tumblr posts so you can give them a reblob or like when you've read it - always makes my day <3#ofmd fic#ofmd fanfic#🐭📓
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just thought abt catching an attitude and being petty w/ shinso.....................................
#SHINSO#I MISS HM#inspired by what i just reblobbed on my main but also the og is the reddit post which i LOVE#anyway u get in a fight and he texts u abt something trying to act like everything is over but you're still wrong#u respond 'bark like a dog' HOOOOOOO MY GOD#he goes. baanandas.#actually tbh i need to sort this out and maybe write it because#MANNJJDKAHDJKLHFAJSKDHFA#I CAN HARDLY THINK#GEN#SHII POSTS
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9/11 in another universe, but it's two jenga towers and it's just me and my friend having a good fucking time
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did i ever post this such a good fit
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/ I've noticed that at this point I'm not even writing on any blog anymore, I just come and yell about some blorbo and leave. Rinse and repeat my lieges
#;ooc#ooc#me: -sleeps-#also me: -SUDDENLY JOLTS BACK AWAKE- I haven't expressed my love for x in some time#/usually i would feel pretty guilty about this! but lately i've been zoning out in the sense of just vibing#/im not dropping writting; im just doing something else ! when i feel the inspiration i'll drop by#would like that to come soon; i do miss writting hehe#the power a blorbo can have on a person can be a very profound and moving energy truly-#recently one of my 8376733 m.octezuma fanarts got reblobbed from some artists from aaaall across to japan and#it made me feel so giddy like!!!! no way you also like this one character that isnt even on the game!?#i haven't seen other artists being obsessed over him! he's kind of forgotten in the lb cast; it was so fun reblobbing each other's posts!#we may have a language barrier but we all love m.octe and i find that to be a lil heartwarming moment#it made me thonk;; there are so many ways to bond with people; of connecting in general#even without speaking to someone directly; there is a bond there#like i knew this existed; but experiencing it again makes u go like waow! im not alone ! not in at least one (1) way!#that there are other people out there in this big big world that would enthusiastically talk to you about the same fictional character you-#like; with a lot of love and interest#i've seen people making their own t.ezca and d.aybit plushies and putting them in cute lil clothes#or people posting about museums they got interested on visiting bc they've done a collab with f.go#its all very cute to me#its like the same energy i saw from this tktk where two girls randomly met on the street#and saw that they both had the same ita bag and they got all happy and started laughing together#or that time i was selling my stickers and someone came in and said how glad they were to find h.ypmic stuff!#if hy.pmic is quite niche nowadays; its even more from where i live!#or how excited i get if i meet someone who also plays id.v#its all a cycle of fangirling; pure joy; connections are so important!#important to know that whatever you are facing; that no matter how 'weird' you think you might be; there are a lot of people out there that#are like you and me; and its also why i like roleplaying#its like we all pull our blorbos and talk about them and get excited about it all like dolls#the sweet thing about rping is precisely the part where u connect with others
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non-drider fans who follow me, you can come out again now. I've reached the end of my drider reblogging frenzy. i'm going to go write the drider lad commission, and then maybe make some dinner so you're safe from spooders for now
#drider#sorry for anyone who's not here for spooder monsters#i know there are a few of you who can't stand them#i just think they're neat#but i get it as someone who used to be HIGHLY spooder-not-cool#actually loving driders helped me be way more chill about real-world spooders#i can catch and release spooders now without having a meltdown#mainly because they're harmless (house spooders are huge by UK standards though) even if they're a bit spoopy#if i had to deal with an actual danger spooder i might not be chill#oh man catch me waffling in the tags again#this is what a week of very very little sleep does to a ghosti#insomnia whoop#anyway no more drider reblobs for now
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To all the supporters of Palestine 🙏
We still need less than 1350€ to reach our short term goal of 50% ‼️
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#not art#free palestine#signal boost#? not really boost. as its an ask to me. but.#chip in if you can.#or reblob.
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i think non-english-native gifmakers should pick one day to gif in their own language... that would be super cool
#shrimp thoughts#CAN WE PLEASE DO THAT i say we as though i had any sort of contact w/ other gifmakers lolsob#i want to make and reblob kpop gifs in polish >:T
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Bro, not to be silly goofy and sorta efficient on this fine day, but I'm fucking around, finding out, and faceclaim change. BUT ALSO, since these are angels....... hehehehehehe.... I will keep their past faceclaim as a canonical former appearance they have had. Because it's sexy of me to do that (tagging @theimpalpable for two reasons: HELLO ALEX I LOVE YOU SO, and you've interacted with these two most so... hihi~)
These two muses might also have slight changes to characterisation and other aspects to adapt the new vibes~
Sabriel Yoon Je.ong-han --> Cha.rit.hr.a Ch.an.d.ran
Yknow, at first I was thinking to myself, HEY, I am silly loco stupid about S.im.one A.shl.ey in s2 of Br.gton (which I'm only... two episodes in, I just... think the couple in s2 is FIRE, Miss Sh... me next pls- I also love how whorish Ant is, good for him) BUT THEN I REMEMBERED MISS ED.WI.NA AND-- the Sabriel vibe, giving youthful, giving princess, giving sweet, but has an intensity about them that can be downright terrifying. I think Miss CC could pull that off. She'd kill it, in fact.
Soleiel Park Jin-y.oung --> Co.re.y Ha.w.kins
My favourite part about the I.n Th.e He.igh.ts adaptation (which was... okay? I've never seen the stage version obvsly, but I know the cast recording by HEART, so... it had fire moments, but-), is this dude playing Benny, THAT'S MY GUY, ALL RIGHT. I'm obsessed with this facial structure for Soleiel (a lil longer ig), and I don't know I trust him, I look at him and trust him. Plus, while I fucked with Soleiel and Anauel not looking alike, they could be recognized as 'pseudo-twins' now, idk, I'm goofy. I just LIKE HIS FACE, platonically crushing on him.
#;ooc#;psa#never been THIS FAST at finding faceCLAIMS can YOU TELL I'M EXCITED I LOVE REFRESHING MY LOVE FOR MUSES WITH BETTER FACES#i'll be reblobbing the packs in a hot MINUTE then i'll update the docs#i mean i am actually working lmao BUT I'LL TAKE THOSE FEW MOMENTS FOR THIS#then gotta go back to work hehehe#OH NASSY IF YOU'RE ON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I SAW YOU I ADORE YOU YOU MAKE ME GIGGLE AND KICK MY FEET ALWAYS#tell Akina Daikichi is always silly stupid about her let her know
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(( i just wanna say a MASSIVE thank you to moogle @mooglecommissions ! moogs went above and beyond to make my carrd exactly as i specified & fit for this king, himself. i am so, SO incredibly happy with it! thank you so much, sweet! <3 ))
#(ooc)#bae you did such an amazing job <3#you can reblob this as a review if you like for your page you've done such a lovely job <3 i love it#ima make a post about stuff ina mo mo#its so perfect <3
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feeling silly . . . dont cancel mwe 04 reblobbing my vtu.ber vessels w mye mwe tag ok ?
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i don't really want to bc like. there's many reasons for me to stay but. i don't think this tumblr life is for me anymore
#obvs im gonna keep this blog like i'm not. gonna go away. i can't lol!#i need to have a space to post when i do have stuff to post ... with gachiakuta otw ofc !!!#but i think it's time .... i admit to myself i cant do this the way i did anymore#not even back in like. 2021 but even just. last year. im not someone who can sustain interaction no matter how much i want to#there's just too much on my mind and im too anxious and way too insecure and with the election i have students to take care of#my family to prioritize and i have to move house and get my credentials and my degree so i can get a job.#it's just too much really to be worrying about what i can do here .. ive been in denial for so lng#not that that changes anything for anyone here or anyone reading this. i'm not disappearing and im still gonna be reading.#but i need to officially relieve myself of duty... iN MY MIND. if that makes any sense.#im sure i'll write again one day. my writing has come so far and ive finally noticed. and im so grateful to have tried so hard#i never let myself down once. thats for certain. i did what i could when i could#but i can't anymore and that has to be okay bc its whats happening.#anyway nothing's changing dw there's just been a shift in my psyche thats all#and i might post less and reblob more .. but that's all!#still love u ofc <3#caitie blabs
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